Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts
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Thursday, December 13, 2012

Santa Quits Smoking! Egads. And Wears Faux Fur.


'Twas the Night that Santa gave up his pipe

There arose such a clatter.

An illustration by Charles Santore, an award-winning Philadelphia-born artist.
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An illustration by Charles Santore, an award-winning Philadelphia-born artist.
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  • An illustration by Charles Santore, an award-winning Philadelphia-born artist.GALLERY: 'Twas the Night that Santa gave up his pipe
    NEW YORK - Santa has kicked the habit in time for Christmas. No, not the sugarplum habit, or his fur-wearing habit, or his penchant for romping recklessly around open flame.
    No, this is the year the man in red gave up pipe tobacco, at least in a new book version of 'Twas the Night Before Christmas that has received attention from some lofty corners, including the American Library Association.
    The self-published Pamela McColl of Vancouver, Canada, has a mission for her story, to protect children and their parents from the ravages of smoking. She mortgaged her house and sank $200,000 into her telling of the 189-year-old holiday poem, touring the United States to promote it ahead of its September release.
    What, particularly, did McColl do? She excised these lines: "The stump of a pipe he held tight in his teeth. And the smoke it encircled his head like a wreath." And she added to the cover: "Edited by Santa Claus for the benefit of children of the 21st century."
    She included a letter from Santa on the back jacket announcing that "all of that old tired business of smoking" is behind him, saying the reindeer can confirm his fur outerwear is faux out of respect for animals.
    "There is a huge debate raging," McColl said of the attention. "I have been called every name in the book. One person said the only wreath they want to see this Christmas is one on my grave."
    The 54-year-old entrepreneur and mother of adult twins said she's on Santa's case about smoking because she has seen firsthand how harmful it can be, recalling how at age 18 she had to pull her father out of his burning bed after he fell asleep with a lit cigarette.
    Deborah Caldwell-Stone, the ALA's deputy director for intellectual freedom, is one of those critics.
    "This wasn't a retelling," she said. "This wasn't a parody. ... This was presenting the original but censoring the content. That kind of expurgation that seeks to prevent others from knowing the original work because of a disapproval of the ideas, the content, is a kind of censorship that we've always disapproved of."
    McColl said she's trying to offer one option among dozens of versions of the rhyme. She wants to shake up complacency over tobacco addiction and believes the pipe and rings of smoke around Santa's head do resonate with little kids who don't have the same Santa filters as the rest of us, especially those who have parents or other loved ones who smoke.
    McColl estimated she has sold more than 15,000 hard copies of the book in English, French, and Spanish. She has given away thousands in e-books and to hospitals and charities in paper.

    Wednesday, September 5, 2012

    Poverty Addiction Hope Death-RIP DeAndre McCullough/A Poem

    Shame on America!  Where is our compassion, empathy, sympathy, concern, love, help for those in need, whatever their need?  Pray for DeAndre.  We're all in this forever.

    A poem by DeAndre McCullough:


    Silent screams and broken dreams,
    Addicts, junkies, pushers and fiends.
    Crowded spaces and sad faces,
    Never look back as the police chase us ...
    If I had one wish it would surely be
    That God would send angels to set me free.
    Free from the madness, of a city running wild,
    Free from the life of a ghetto child.
    — DeAndre McCullough, 1977-2012


    The New York Times


    August 29, 2012

    A Better Life Eternally Eluded the Boy From ‘The Corner’

    BALTIMORE — In good times, DeAndre McCullough inspired nearly everyone he touched. He was a small-time drug dealer made good, a recovering addict who had a fledgling career counseling troubled teenagers. He played bit roles on HBO in “The Wire” and in “The Corner,” which chronicled his life in the drug trade at the age of 15.
    He had survived the inner-city whirlpools that swallowed so many people he knew. His father and several friends lost their lives to drug overdoses or gunfire. Mr. McCullough, who abused cocaine and heroin, never expected to live past 20.
    “I’m 35 today,” he marveled in a text message that he sent to his mentor, David Simon, the writer and television producer, in May. “Never thought I’d make it. How ’bout that?”
    But on Aug. 1, Mr. McCullough was found dead of heroin intoxication, making him a powerful symbol of the urban maelstrom that has devoured so many young men. To the people who knew him, his death was all the more heartbreaking because a better life had seemed so tantalizingly within his reach.
    Michael Potts, the actor who played Brother Mouzone on “The Wire,” heard the news just as he was about to perform in “The Book of Mormon” on Broadway. Mr. McCullough had played Mr. Mouzone’s sidekick, Lamar.
    “I was devastated,” said Mr. Potts, who said he had to steady himself for his performance. “As an African-American man, I thought: ‘Oh my God, I’m losing another one, not another one.’ ”
    Here in Baltimore, friends and relatives had hoped he would avoid this all-too-familiar fate. Of Mr. McCullough’s closest teenage buddies, three ended up dead, four ended up in prison and several ended up addicted to drugs.
    “Once ‘The Wire’ and everything hit, I thought life was going to be good for DeAndre,” said Kevin Thomas, the only one of Mr. McCullough’s close male friends to graduate from college.
    Mr. Thomas, who works for a real estate company, knows how drugs and violence can burn through a family. His father died of a drug overdose. His mother, who was also an addict, died of AIDS. His brother was shot to death leaving a nightclub.
    He had hoped that Mr. McCullough, his best friend from third grade, would be spared. “To see him go down that road of self-destruction was heartbreaking,” he said.
    He still remembers Mr. McCullough as a teenager, laughing and joking on Fayette and Mount Streets, a drug-infested street corner in an impoverished community. The son of two drug addicts, Mr. McCullough sold drugs, skipped school and rarely read books.
    Yet Mr. McCullough also wrote poetry. He was familiar with Machiavelli’s “The Prince” and he had a wry sense of his place in a warped world.
    Ed Burns, who with Mr. Simon wrote the book “The Corner: A Year in the Life of an Inner-City Neighborhood,” which inspired the HBO mini-series, said Mr. McCullough stood apart.
    “He seemed to know a lot of what the world was about,” he said. “He could articulate the injustice, which was all around him. The other kids couldn’t. They suffered it, but they weren’t conscious of it. He was conscious of it.”
    The book, published in 1997, opened up new possibilities. Suddenly, Mr. McCullough was being interviewed on “Nightline” on ABC and on NPR. He was 20 and thinking there might be another way of living.
    “This is what I’ve done my whole life,” Mr. McCullough told NPR in 1998, describing his years of dealing and abusing drugs. “It defined me as a person. And now I’m trying to define myself as someone else that I’ve never been.”
    He enrolled in drug-rehabilitation clinics and tried to get clean. He got his G.E.D. and went to community college for a semester with help from Mr. Simon and Mr. Burns.
    He found honest work at a furniture store and a hospital, and at security companies. And he played bit roles in Mr. Simon’s productions.
    In “The Corner,” he played the policeman who arrests the character based on his life. In “The Wire,” he took on the role of the assistant to Brother Mouzone, a hit man.
    But it was at Mountain Manor Treatment Center where he found his niche. He spent about two years there, counseling young drug addicts, and dreamed of opening a youth center of his own.
    “Oh my God, he just had a gift,” said Charlotte Wilson, a counselor who worked with him in 2004 and 2005.
    “He could share the pain and he could share the joy. He would read the kids his poetry about living life on the street, hard knocks, talking about drugs and how you can come up out of it. They loved him.”
    His mother, Fran Boyd Andrews, who overcame her own addiction, said it was the longest time he would stay sober. “I think that was the happiest I ever seen my son,” she said.
    But no matter what Mr. McCullough did, the cravings kept creeping back. He started missing work, and finally his supervisor let him go.
    Over the next seven years, he drifted from one low-wage job to another, in and out of drug rehabilitation clinics, and he spent long stretches unemployed.
    His relatives, friends and two young sons prayed for him and helped whenever they could. But he couldn’t escape the pain within himself, the gnawing sense that he would never succeed.
    “It just ate at him and ate at him,” his mother said, “until he couldn’t get a grip on it.”
    Last fall, he turned to Mr. Simon again, pleading for work on the set of “Treme” in New Orleans.
    “He said, ‘I’ll get clean. I’ll do whatever I have to do,’ ” Mr. Simon recalled. “There was a weariness and a fear in his voice that convinced me that we had to try.”
    Mr. Simon offered him a position on the set’s security team. Mr. McCullough started in October. By January, he was out of a job. “There are corners here, too,” he told Mr. Simon.
    “What was the trigger that sent him back to addiction?” Mr. Simon asked. “It’s the biggest question in the world.
    “But the journey from one America to the other is epic,” he said. “Once you’ve become a citizen of one, it’s really hard to find citizenship in the other.”
    Back home in Baltimore, Mr. McCullough couldn’t find work. By June, the police said, he had found another way to fuel his drug habit.
    “My heart nearly fell to my feet,” Mrs. Boyd Andrews said of the moment that she saw a crime scene photo that the police had posted online. The authorities said it was her son, who was accused of robbing two pharmacies and fleeing with bottles of morphine and oxycodone.
    Mr. McCullough promised to turn himself in once he was clean, and he enrolled in another drug clinic. But two weeks before the program was over, he checked himself out.
    “I knew then that he was back at it,” his mother said.
    On the day before the police found his body, Mr. McCullough was hopeful. He had a line on a landscaping job and was talking about getting back on his feet.
    The next morning, Mr. McCullough, who always called his mother at 8 a.m., didn’t call. That evening, a cousin went to Mr. McCullough’s girlfriend’s house and found him lying dead in the bathroom. His addiction had finally swallowed him whole.